Go forth and spotify

•April 24, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Sorry about lack of blog… boring life, good soundtrack

  • Burn the black suit by Juliet Turner (esp. Queen on canal Street, sorry to say and the cover of i hope that I don’t fall in love with you)
  • Spirit by Van Morrision
  • Transformer by Lou Reed (just all of it!)
  • Adiemus by Karl Jenkins (the first one-songs of sanctuary… makes me sing it all day though)

That’s enough to be getting on with…

music on friday

•April 17, 2009 • 2 Comments

I tried the “lyrics on friday” game but I’m bad at singling out one track for the week… And you don’t get to hear it! So, in true fast show style….

This week I have mainly been listening to
•foy vance (esp the limited ed eps from the gig)
•indigo girls- become you (esp you’ve got to show)
•duke special covers (esp got life and video killed the radio star)
•St Dominics preview by van morrison… All day on repeat
•just switched over to astral weeks

Go forth and spotify

Change is loss

•April 16, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Sho, this was originally going to be a post about how much I love going to churches where I actively disagree with the preaching but I realise that “love” and “”enjoy” are not suitable words for this. My last “church” was a semi worthwhile substitute which served the useful purpose of refining my opinions but ultimately it made me doubt my convictions and hate myself.

My masochistic tendency to go to churches that I dislike for long periods of time is (hopefully) dead. I am now worshipping in a community that challenges me for the right reasons and where I feel like it’s ok to disagree. There was a time recently where that would have seemed like a dull prospect…

I will mourn the passing of the most argumentative phase of my faith and hope that with its passing I can move towards a greater understanding of the people I disagree with. I now know that i need to be in a supportive, loving place so that can happen.

Christ is risen

•April 12, 2009 • Leave a Comment

There was a distinct lack of alleluias in church this morning… So I thought I’d blog one now

Alleluia

Trying not to moan about church too much, should make it an Easter resolution.

Have a wonderful day whatever you’re doing!

Back to the Presbyterian church

•April 7, 2009 • 2 Comments

In anticipation of spending a lot of this week in Stormont Presby here are a couple of things that I’ll have fun readjusting to

  • communion ribena or equivalent comes in shot glasses… and the bread is bread. Except on Good Friday when there’s wine and a chalice and, in the words of Adrian Plass, “our sins and our spectacles are left on our seats as we line up for a tiny taste of the glory of God.”
  • The ministers wear a lot of black… just black… no flair whatsoever
  • I’ll be able to see the minister without a pillar in the way… I’m getting better at pillar negotiation
  • taking communion twice in one week in a church that does it just 10 times a year
  • no rocket on the ceiling (although there was a balloon up there for quite some time after a party)
  • The font… or as David says, “the baptiser” has no lid and doesn’t, therefore, look like we either stamp or cyber-convert the kiddies
  • we seem to have abandoned the lectionary… perhaps temporarily

Warwick preached a blinder on Sunday on the myth of redemptive violence (link to follow when his site is up again) and loads of friends reminded me that fellowship always starts with a hug (unless you’re Fran and don’t do that sort of thing) so, all in all, glad to be home but looking forward to going back to St Mary’s nonetheless.

when you were dead, god

•April 7, 2009 • Leave a Comment

This is what you missed, god
when you were dead:

the sun kept rising
each morning,
and we kept on living.

When you were dead, god
we picked up the pieces of our life
and the remnants of yours

we found each other
and together we honoured the memory of you
and we did what we needed to do
to let you go.

So while we celebrate your resurrection
can you understand why we are so afraid of it?
and why it’s so hard to let you
back into the parts of our lives
that were existing just fine without you?

We kept living when you died, god,
but don’t make us do that again.

From Cheryl @ [hold:: this space]

on denying the resurrection

•March 28, 2009 • Leave a Comment

” Without equivocation or hesitation I fully and completely admit that I deny the resurrection of Christ. This is something that anyone who knows me could tell you, and I am not afraid to say it publicly, no matter what some people may think…

I deny the resurrection of Christ every time I do not serve at the feet of the oppressed, each day that I turn my back on the poor; I deny the resurrection of Christ when I close my ears to the cries of the downtrodden and lend my support to an unjust and corrupt system.

However there are moments when I affirm that resurrection, few and far between as they are. I affirm it when I stand up for those who are forced to live on their knees, when I speak for those who have had their tongues torn out, when I cry for those who have no more tears left to shed.”

-Pete Rollins

Twitter

•March 28, 2009 • Leave a Comment

most things I say can be said in 140 characters or less… unless I’m nervous when I tend to babble. Look over there –>

Overheard

•March 25, 2009 • 3 Comments

Last Thurday I was having a quiet wee coffee and reading my book in a coffee shop in Glasgow city centre before GRF. There were only 3 of us upstairs in the coffee shop and the other 2 were having an animated conversation that I couldn’t help but overhear.

After about 10 minutes I realised that I knew the situation that they were talking about.

After another 30 seconds I realised that I knew the people they were talking about.

I put down my book and then realised that was a bit obvious and picked it back up again…

Everytime the guy I didn’t agree with in the discussion said ‘don’t quote me on this but’ my ears pricked up… I may have even taken notes at one point.

I am horribly nosey and I probably talk about people more than I should… I realise I’m doing it when I start looking over my shoulder to check who else is in the room but this has reminded me of an important lesson-

Even if you don’t know the other person in the room… it doesn’t mean you’re safe. (tongue firmly in cheek)

They talked for 45 mins and I heard every word.

I’m procrastinating but I’m going to have to find something else to do because it took me about 5 mins and 2 google searches to find out who they were.

(just realised that last sentence sounds threatening… it’s not, but I am very likely to come across both of them in the future and my entire opinion of them is based on a conversation that I shouldn’t have heard and they may not even remember…)

Some stuff I haven’t blogged about…

•March 17, 2009 • Leave a Comment
  • I am happy in church for the first time in about 6 months… it is wonderful and has made a massive difference to my mental state. The funniest thing i’ve heard all week (from Coralie) is, “They tried to make me go to re:hope but I said, ‘no no no’”… or I did but now I don’t… FYI- I’m now at St Mary’s
  • I’m feeling very single atm… but have no time for a guy to be hanging round getting in the way… Anyone know any cute, smart, liberal boys who live far away but are prepared to spend weekends in Glasgow?
  • I’m ‘learning’ that I can’t wave a magic wand and fix everyone… and that it is as important to take care of myself as it is to take care of other people.
  • I’m listening to music again for the first time in ages… Spotify rocks my world… listening to Foy atm
  • I’m not eating meat… I say this in blog form to give myself an excuse when I forget to tell people who kindly make me dinner… It’s just for lent although every time I stop eating meat for a bit I know it could be the time i never start again… I’m just a failed veggie really.
  • I’m starting to slowly change gear into exam mode… slowly, but it is happening.
  • I’m all sorted for my summer module and my elective. In Glasgow in June and then Belfast in July (with, i think, one week off in the middle)
  • I’m very short tempered at the moment… but only so far with people called Brian… so watch out (I know a lot of people called Brian but I’m bound to run out soon)
  • When I’m tired and worried etc. I seem to have a tendency towards being more blunt than I would be normally. I’m not trying to make excuses for being horrible to everyone but sorry if you’ve been at the receiving end.
  • The rugby was awesome… as was my hat (see below)
  • I’m surrounded by amazing people… v v v thankful…

Sorry for the long list but I felt like posting and didn’t feel like posting on one particular thing… I know posts like this are hard to read but if  got to the end, Well done!

Off for a few weeks from Friday and going to see Ross Noble on Saturday… :-)